I have been sort of dreading today. Last July I became pregnant, and last August 1st I had a misscariage. Well today would have been my due date. It's crazy that it's been that long since my loss. I know that I will have my child when the time is right, it's a power stronger than me. I simply can't force it.
I was also curious about where I was in m cycle last year on April 1st ( because I feel because of it being my due date it must have some sagnificants) well it does, today a year ago was day 1 of my IVF cycle, it was the day I started my injections for a cycle that didn't work.
Today will not make me sad, it will only make me stronger... Each day that goes by without children will only bring me closer to the day when I get to meet my futur children.
