my gram

Yesterday I went with my husband and my brother to visit my gram in the hospital.  She had a stroke on July 3rd and isn't really doing that well.  I love my 93 year old grandmother and I pray that she will get better soon or be at peace with my grandpa who has been gone for over 10 years, but that's not the point of this post.  While I was visiting with her she was just laying there quiet... she doesn't say much these days.  She looked up at me, she grabbed my hand, closed her eye's again and said (clear as day) "boy".  Now I didn't want to think to much into it but later that evening my hubby said to me "do you think grandma knew you where pregnant? (we never got a chance to tell her before we lost the pregnancy), maybe we would have had a boy and she knew it."  any way who knows, I just thought it was weird that she randomly said "boy".

update

Thanks ladies!  But today AF showed for sure so I guess that's that.  I'm going to try and return to life as normal and hope I can get back to the same free flowing mindset that I had before the pregnancy and loss.  I need to get back to the gym and take care life going on around me in the moment.
I need to remember "all good things come to those who wait"